Best Wishes for the Season!

"Merry Christmas"
&
"Happy New Year"
*may the coming year brings more blessings to each one of us*

i'm off to Hong Kong on boxing day...c ya guys!muaks...
godbless.......

DEPRESSED,SAD,EMOTIONLY DOWN!!

dont make me do this!

even worse once u push me to my limits!
thts the only way i'm going then!

i'm totally down for this festive season...there is nothing seems to be right ever in my father eyes that i do!
i know i'm abit soft and all....who fucking cares!!thats who i am,

"THIS IS THE REAL ME,TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT"..

my father is soo stubborn that everything he says is right wen its totally clear doesnt make any sense or its wrong..there is nothing to be said once he had made decision..
he dont even talk things out...wht to his reason he wans my computer out from my room..
he dont even tell me properly...explain why and talks things out whether just wanna HIT me!do u think that way of HITTING me will help!gosh..it makes things worst...i hate you even more!
and his tone while he talks to me...is totally not the normal tone wen u talk to some1,its like he is scolding you in a very angry way!

since donno wen my father been hitting me with all sorts or form...
there is the worst where he even took his belt give a full hard swing towards me...it hurts like shit!!
there is so many incident where he hit me i still can rmb so clearly in my mind...i will never forget!!its like hidden scars that only me myself carry each day inside of me!

my father dont care how i feel...he dont even know wht is my needs!
he is too bz out there working donno wht and comes back late....so do u think my dad know who i am when he dont even spent quality time with his own family!!
even on wkends he is bz working or out with his frens...that wht i was told by my mom..
all the excuses.....even wen he had done the BIG wrong and hurting my mom feelings!
and i heard its not even the first time,second time!
so pls....dont take the excuses that your my father means i hav to listen to every word you say!!look at yourself in the mirrow......GET YOURSELF RIGHT FIRST!

i know every1 is not perfect.....
but i hav had it....ENOUGH of this!
your driving me NUTS...
ARH............!!!

Frustrated!!

Stupid "Crisp-N-Clean" dry cleaning shop in Taipan!
it has ruin my Long trench coat that I made for myself!err....i'm so ANGRY @ them!

ok this how the story goes..

i've send in my coat on friday 12/8/08
then i reminded the girl there to iron and wash all those stains out from my coat,she happily said she will write that down and tell her stuff...
oh well....then i left thinking my coat is in good hands..

so on the tuesday 16/8/08,the day i'am supposed to pick it up!
so happily thinking that my coat is already dry clean n looks freshly iron....mana tahu/didnt know that it turn out horrible,ALL-i tell u-A.L.L. my button's are gone-GONE!!
i was freaking MAD and PISSED!!gosh...all my hard work and the button's ALL gone!!
i speak to the manager on the phone cos looking at the stuff with their "blur out face",they seems to dont know wht is happening either....
the manager seems to be very calm where i on the other line raising my voise demanding for an explanation...but the manager seems to hav no clue either wht had happened...eish.....
i didnt take my coat....i said "I WILL NOT BLOODY HELL PAY FOR THE DRY CLEANING!!"
the manager said he will drop by and look @my coat on wht had actually gone wrong with it...and call me to settle this out....but untill now there is no reply!
i'm giving him untill tmr evening....if he still havnt call me....his ARSS* will be on fire!!
and i bought those button's like crazy expensive....
arh......
anyway....i hope "Crisp-N-Clean" will pay for the damage that they have cost upon my coat!!
freaking MAD!

Pictures Only!

mariah at Grammy concert!

Christmas tree is up!

sneak peek into my fashion show dress!!
*fashion show is postphoned till futher notice*

Jihan-My dearest awesome'most DIVA!

Bugs-Stars,cool girl

Anis-chill relax
*was having lunch in Wong Kok Char Chan Teng-Pavilion*

Piramid Christmas Deco!

Jenn prom nite,she's wearing my design...made for the nite!she looks soo pretty..u go girl!glad u enjoy ur nite..

J.Co donuts in Piramid..tea break!

another Piramid deco!

godbless..

The Truth is...

people people,
how i wish i was the winner!
guess what...i "CON" u guys!
the "real" JULIAN(the real winner)kinda complained/commented on my blog!
I'm SORRY...just in the moment of like u know....the crazy over mariah fan thing!haha..
but anyway...i'm glad u won...its a nice design...simple and nice!CONGRATS JULIAN!!
anyway...
i'm on the other hand laughing away till i drop tht i've CON"

esp...

1.JIHAN(so sorry girl,was putting in the fun for christmas)
2.Bugs(its funny)
3.My little sis,Jody then my elder sis Jolynn!
4.my bloggers buddies!
5.hm.....i guess the soso ppl....

oh well........it was nice mariah mention to all other Julian fan of mariah out there!!
hope to meet u JULIAN(the winner of luscious pink)
tk cr.....
godbless......*still laughing@the ppl i "CON"!*

I'm the WINNER!!

haha....
can u guys believe it..!
I'm the WINNER for MARIAH Luscious Pink Contest!!(haha..)
I'm speechless.....
if u guys dont believe me go watch this video!!gogogogo...!!!!
I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!

Luscious Pink Contest Winner,Mariah announces me!!!!she says my NAME at last!!yeh..

then her new song.."Right To Dream"!!its her latest movie she acted in...
nice song..

"Right To Dream"

I'M SO HAPPY!!!!!hehehee....
GODBLESS!!

I'm Expecting 2!!

thats Zhareen and Bugz,after lunch in Sg.Wang!

lets just say my previous entry title have cause a stir for some people out there!
thinking that "I EXPECTING".....hm...i wonder how that will ever happened!?!

EXPECTING could mean alot..like i expect my friends to be this person,but the more i get to know about that human being,it totally changes the view that i once look at him/her!this is scary..so to say...i'm not trying to judge that person in a way...myb we just dont go along together even as friends(HS-i'm not talking about u,its about frens that i hav in college)

anyway anyhow..
it's the last month of the year 2008,closing it with a list of what had happened that is coming up pretty soon...(need time to think and write down..)
take care guys..
godbless..

Time to Be Jolly!

mariah@the Grammy concert!
she looks pretty as always!

enjoy...its time to be jolly n give FREE hugs ppl!!

mariah carey-baby please come back



god bless..

I'm Expecting!!

Sat nite partying with frens in Oblique!

ppl this days just can make me boil over the top!i can explode anytime!
yyy..

i'm expecting alot from myself and from the ppl i care and my close frens to be and do!
but everythings seems to be just on the edge..means its either last min or didnt happened at all!

i cant seem to save my pocket money,every end of the week,my money is all gone,plus on that i need to save badly cos my acct is totally empty!how to buy present and go clubbing...
*in the need of $*

and i've been BZ to the max with everything..from house chores to college fashion show dress to even on9in checking and updating my stuff!i need a break...i'm glad its dec and the season to be JOLLY!plus on that i'm going somewhere for the holidays after christmas with family...thats a break for me...gosh..i need it BADLY!
i just wanna rest and enjoy the moment...
my life been like a joy ride..
and its coming to the end of year 2008!wht a blast..
THK the LORD for such a blessed year...

thats for now...part2 coming..
god bless....

Luscious Pink-MC

mariah latest fragrance commercial...
smell much sweeter then M(her first fragrance)
a must try...

Mariah on Ellen!

(LATEST NEWS on MC!!)
mariah looks suprised wen ellen did something out of the blues...mariah didnt even know!watch the video..its funny...and abit on mariah pregnancy rumors..
and mariah looks FAB there...





ENJOY!

Tagged by Fara!

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?
no1...YET(looking @ HS!!)

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her..
-funny
-caring
-cute
-loveable
-cheeky




3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.
came n pick me to college


4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?
i'm CUTE!hehe..


5. If he/she become your lover, you will…
The happiest guy on earth!!


6. If he/she become your enemy, you will…
i will put tht person in my X-list...



7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on…on his/her
weight...gain more weight!!



8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...
something fishe"!


9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
LOVE


10. The overall impression of him/her is…
make me change...moved on in life



11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
i dont freaking care abt tht..screw them



12. The character of you for yourself is?
Mariah'ies



13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
Laziness


14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
Mariah of course...in a guy version..haha



15. For the people who likes you, say something about them.
I love u back too!!

16. Ten people to tag:

* jamie
* jihan
* leon
* tien hoa
* leeza
* leonard
* alex yeoh
* bryan hong hong
* tommo
* jared


17. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?

me...hehe..


18. Is no. 3 a male or a female?

guess ppl..


19. If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?

a good start


20. How about no5 and no8?

hm...tht depends how FAR the enemy thing goes..


21. What is no. 1 studying about?

something to do with U.S.A


22. Is no. 4 single?

yeh


23. Say something about no. 6

tht person will get wht my EX got!!muahahahhaa

AMA

Now...those are REAL CURVES!!!look ppl.....CURVES!!look how sexy they are...

American Music Awards 2008!!

mariah sang "I Stay In Love"!!

here are the pics n video



vote for "I STAY IN LOVE" everywhere...
BET

lov u guys..take care...godbless!

Wht a Blessed Day!

wht a blessed day that we bump into a Taiwanese singer artist,dont really know whts his name...but i've watch one of his movie,Butterfly Lover(recently was in cinema)good looking fella...shy too..haha

Lucky Jihan too took a pic with him,she's the one who got my butt from the chair too take pic with him,but glad i did,now girls n guys are so jealous of us both!hahahahahaha....we rock JIHAN!!

this is FARA(the girl link to my blog and a fan of mine too),we're having our tea @The Loaf Pavilion

nothing much...everything as usual,college-work-assignments-lots of them-hse work....i'm tired...not been going out,not even to yam cha session with my frens....gosh...i've been missing out alot,sori u guys..
christmas is coming,cant wait for that,and i can start playing mariah christmas songs...yeh!!
oh well,take care guys,godbless

Hectic

finally too that i get to finished my cousin shoe since i alry promised her that i'll stick those crystal for her!wht do u think guys(like mariah'ies??)

pic taken last week@Mc.D's Bukit Bintang after sending my sis off to work,cos she need to go outstation!this week is going to be the same,need to drop her off that means i have wake up super early 6am,then arrive college super early....
*i'm tired!!*

nothing much happened last week,finished doing the dress for my cousin,final touch on it then gave her the dress n shoes last sat(pics are shown above*)it took me like more then 3hrs to stick it 1by1(get to slp only@4am sat),hope it wont fall off
wen to The Curve for lunch with cousin,aunty & uncle..

my both knee been cousing me trouble,wen i walk...there is this tiny pain,if i walk/stand too long,it hurts/i'll b very tired!!been walking n walking so much...cos u know guys,i study in Bukit Bintang,KL,so travel by public transport,KTM & Monorail,its very tiring,but like i said,i'm @ last doing wht i LOVE....FASHION!!(thks mom for taking a step closer to make my dream come true,lov ya lots*)

not been clubbing for like 2weeks now,plus on tht i'm broke,haha..sad right!!i guess its must be the fashion show tht is coming up,with all the stuff that i need to buy to makes those dresses!no wonder i'm cashless every end of the week!

I WAN MARIAH NEW ALBUM"THE BALLAD'S"!!!!!can any1 suprise me b4 i borrow $$ to buy it...plss....!!haha....*looking@HSwith puppy eyes*

finally my line is stable after like so many days of disconnecting every second i go on9!
THK the lord...

anyway...thts all for now,tk cr guys....lov ya...
godbless

Finally..

mariah looks so in love with her hubby,Nick!her man by her side!!how sweet!

mariah@the WMA'08 to accept her Lifetime Achievement award fro Alicia Keys!

and yeh,i need u guys to go this website!MIX.FM is having a DIVA Challenge Mariah Carey-Celine Dion.
Vote vote for MC,even call in to request for her songs....do anything to help mariah win it,i wan the CD too....The Ballad's!!*hint hint,any1 wanna get tht for me for my coming christmas present!!*


AH...!!y i put my title "Finally.." is because i got a few of unfinished stuff that i really made the step to get it done...here it goes..

My cousin dress...if u guys had ever read my blog,i wrote saying that my cousin need a dress for her up coming prom after her SPM,so its done n here are the pics!
ENJOY...!!(do comment or if u guys wanna hav ur own piece made n design by me do order in advance!)

Finally my sis Grad from her college TARC studying ACCA!!it took her like 4yrs to finished that course,and its tough like hell from her way she studied till the wee hours!!gosh...i dont think i can do it if u put me in her shoes..
so after her Grad that evening...dad brought us to Piramid Hotel to hav their buffet dinner,food was not bad...i ate alot...gosh i need to exercise more then!

and i "Finally..." got my shirt that i made myself done too....the buttons that keep me from finishing it...cos there is alot of works...sort of!!haha..

oh well peps....i've been practically bzbzbz...with hse chores...going out with some1special(HS*muaks*)with assignments....with dresses....with up coming fashion show...yes...i hav a fashion show coming,date is not confirm yet,but will let u guys know once its confirm....cant wait!!
lov ya guys....agian TQ for reading my blog and do..yes....DO" comment ppl!!haha...
godbless.....

X Factor

here are the links..
X Factor 1 & 2

mariah sang beautifully on that show....love her dress...but i think she should hav go for the big curls,but anyway...it still looks good on her!
loveeee the dress...esp the gold 1!!vavavoommm....





ENJOY!!!and plss...VOTE VOTE!!